Live in the now. Pray right now. Be vigilant right now. Look for his coming.

I've been wasting time, and I need to get to work. Satan is at work. Ugh, it's so frustrating, but I know that you have already won, Jesus!

I want to want nothing but you. I want to desire what you desire and be passionate about what your heart is all about. I want to be engaged in the mission. I want to be engaged in discipleship and growing others and growing myself. I need help loving people. I need help keeping my brothers and sisters accountable, and I need accountability too. I need to be completely honest with myself and with my spiritual family. I need to let go of every hold I have on this world in my life. I need to fight fervently in prayer for and with my family so the glory and will of the King may be unleashed on this earth.

Jesus, would you be all that I want? I KNOW that you're all I need, but my actions and thoughts don't always portray or reflect that knowledge. Conform me, mold me, change me. I NEED YOU so badly. I need you to move. I'm begging you.

It'd be so nice to be able to completely convey my feelings and thoughts into words, but I always think in ideas! And when I think in words I forget them so quickly. But that's okay if no one else understands, or if even I don't understand the battle that is going on within me and around me. As long as I have You, I know that I have the victory.

I am desperate, but my flesh wants to sleep. I am a soldier, but my flesh wants to be safe. I am a child of God, but I lose my perspective.

Really, that is what I need. The Right Perspective.

Open doors. Open my eyes!

I have the answer, and so many around me do not! Help me get my act together. I need to trust you and get rid of my
doors, please, Father! Save the lost around me. I cannot stand to see them blinded any longer. Give me UTTERANCE, PASSION, the HEART and MIND of CHRIST. GIVE ME YOU. Jesus, all I want is you. I want to walk hand in hand with you every day of my life. That's all I want. Let's Go. ***

Psalm 106:1-5

PRAISE ye the LORD. O give thanks unto the LORD; for he is good: for his mercy endureth for ever.

Who can utter the mighty acts of the LORD? who can shew forth all his praise?

Blessed are they that keep judgemenet, and he that doeth righteousness at all times.

Remember me, O LORD, with the favour that thou bearest unto thy people: O visit me with thy salvation;

That I may see the good of thy chosen, that I may rejoice in the gladness of thy nation, that I may glory with thine inheritance.