Even now I will sing.

Another song by Laura Hockett that is coming to my aid right now:

There is no pit too deep

that Jesus cannot reach

There is no sorrow too strong

that would overtake his beloved one

And He's brought me to the wilderness

where I will learn to sing

And He lets me know my barrenness

so I will learn to lean

So kind.

Oh Beautiful Mercy,

Do what you have to do.

Jealous Lover, 

Do what you have to do.

You know the best way.

I will sing, I will sing

even in this brokenness

I will sing

even in this loneliness.

It's difficult right now for me to claim every word in this song, but it is a choice and I've decided. I will sing, though it hurts so much sometimes. This doesn't feel like Mercy, but do what you have to do, Lord.  I will trust you and I will sing.